. . . .and my life. I haven't had more than a day off since the last 2wks in December 2009. Even then I probably shouldn't have taken those 2 weeks 'cause I worked my ass off all January (50-60/hr weeks).
Even when I do get home at a decent hour there's sooo much to do there that I don't have the mental capacity left after working all day to make a list and get it done. I shit you not we have over 4wks worth of clean laundry just in piles in the spare bedroom - it's embarassing.
What sucks is my lack of motivation is what is 'causing me now to work longer hours. I just can't focus on the task at hand. Even as I mark things off my list of things "to do" - there's still another list forming in my head. It's a vicious circle and I really wish it would form into a triangle or square or something so I knew there was a end in sight.
Could my lack of motivation be depression? Don't know and probably won't until the end of August when I can finally take some time off and get myself to the doctor.
Back to work now - and yes work, and not surfing the internet (well at least for a couple of hours).